tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-353818162012-02-16T08:37:30.687-05:00Just a place I can talk about my days as a US Sailor's Wife (and anything else that catches my attention).Maryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16501262286067485636noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35381816.post-36343901052703004432011-06-12T17:40:00.002-04:002011-06-12T17:41:12.666-04:00I keep seeing things out of the corner of my eyes. When I turn my head there is usually something there that explains what I saw... but it's not the same thing I 'saw'. It's hard to explain. It's starting to freak me out.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/35381816-3634390105270300443?l=marilynnedayle.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Maryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16501262286067485636noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35381816.post-36904066116181935702011-06-07T21:56:00.004-04:002011-06-07T22:12:05.521-04:00I greatly dislike where my life is right now. It just plain sucks. There's a number of reasons why this could be such as: <br /><br />(1) My husband has been deployed for five months and I'm in the homestretch now.<br />(2) My last day of work is next week from a company I have been with for three years.<br />(3) I'm bored and feel stagnant.<br /><br />I won't go much into the details about my husband's deployment, can't really anyway while it's still going on. Just know that it has at one time put a huge financial burden on me because sometimes shit just happens when they're out of the country.<br /><br />The employment is enjoyable on days when the ratio of two and three-year olds who actually napped to how many minutes the last child was picked up late for the fiftieth-millionth time this year is at least 7:0 and not 0:15. <br /><br />Will I miss it? Wouldn't you, after putting three years of your weekday afternoons in a room with a bunch of cranky preschoolers? <br /><br />Hm, right. What I mean to say is wouldn't you, after playing with, hugging, applying bandaids, reinforcing colors and numbers, teaching them how to use a paintbrush and then watch them 'graduate' to Kindergarten after they started with you when they were two?<br /><br />There are some things I won't miss, things that while curious and snoop-worthy are not for the internet. Not that I could tell you the entire story anyway because I'm just afternoon staff and not privy to a lot of the details I'd like to be... which may or may not be one of the things I won't miss.<br /><br />As far as being bored it's from exhausting the avenue of television and finding something that can keep me occupied for more than ten seconds. I may have developed ADHD while my husband has been gone. Undiagnosed, however, so it's not for sure.<br /><br />Not sure how to turn this funky, stanky, dark, gray mood around although I need to. I worked out today, to try to fight the emotional demons I've been fighting for weeks. Is it successful if you throw up?<br /><br />Tomorrow, the house is getting some TLC. And sometime within the next two days I'd like to go and get some proper summer attire. <br /><br />I'm hoping the snowball effect takes hold because I sure as hell won't have the stamina to keep going without something happening in my favor.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/35381816-3690406611618193570?l=marilynnedayle.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Maryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16501262286067485636noreply@blogger.com0